things have been going fairly well. the mishap that had happned between emily meisha and ryan have subsided for the most part and we are still in talking terms with each other.
I can't keep thinking about ricky... Its been driving me insane I love him so much...
But I must suck it up, I may or may not be able to see him when he comes back from his mission... I am hoping I do *fingers crossed*
however, I know I am still young and am not subjected to just one' love. Yes he is my main one, but it doesn't mean I can't have crushes on other guys as well... though, I do feel like I am cheating on myself when I do have those other crushes... sad kind of deppressing really.
there are plenty of people on here that I want to meet in real life so terribly badly. they sound so interesting and fun exciting people.
I forgot to tell you!!! I may become an EFY counselor, I am so excited! I'm about as excited about it as I am about going to England.
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