Is This How Your Heart Gets Broken For the first Time?
Previously I felt that Ive Fallen In love with my
Boy Best Friend In RL.
I was too Hopeful to think
that he liked me too.
Because he became shy with me
then when we talk he wont look
at me in the eyes, its like
he's so Shy (which was not like him).
It continued for 3 years (actually 2 and a half years)
and then Now Im graduating
Rumors are sayin that he Liked
my Best Friend (YEAH MY BEST FRIEND)
and Ive noticed my BFF that
she's fallin for him but she does not know it.
(Like Bella Swan not Knowing she's falling for
Jacob Black)
It Broke My Heart.
Its Like My Heart was made of glass
and I dropped it.
It repeats in my head everytime
I think about it.
Like a Trailer,
A dark room with Blue lights
Me, Him and Her
HIM LOOKING at her with his eyes to painful for my heart to describe
Her Looking at Him with eyes like His
Me Looking at them about ten feet away with a heart shaped piece of glass.
I let go of the heart of glass, in the floor with shallow water that cover your ankles.
It BRAKES.
IT GOES AND GOES IN MY HEAD!!!
IT NEVER HAPPENED BUT ITS THE THING I REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE DAY
THE PAINFUL TRAILER OF LOVE!!!! MY FIRST LOVE!!!!
I always Knew FIRST will NEVER be LAST
but this is PAINFUL.
although I know my Best Friend will never recognize her love for him
ITS TOOO PAINFUL!!!!
SO IS THIS WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT
THAT LOVE HURTS???
I, I, I NEVER THOUGHT THIS WILL BE MY FIRST
HEARTACHE AND I feel like Dying! I feel like as if
My Heart IS STABBED!!!! my heart is BROKEN.
MY HEART IN PIECES....
SO IS THIS MY WELCOME TEENAGER BANNER?
HEARTBRAKE?
Now I understand, EVERY EMO that cuts their wrists out of HEARTBROKENESS
Now I understand, My Mom how she felt Anger towards my Dad as she decided to Not Marry Him Because of Dads other GIRL
Now I understand, How Love is TOO PAINFUL to Bear and some are scared to be broken again....
