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*sigh*
Okay well someone I thought i was in love with used the fact that i would do anything for him against me and made me break up with him. and now is "happy" in a new relationship with someone who from what Ii've heard so far sounds like a total whore and is going to end up hurting him. Its really hurting me to think about him with someone else and no longer mine Expecially sence he PROMISED me he would always be mine. And now hes saying that he only "cares" for me and has stopped loving me completly. which makes me doubt that he ever loved me to begin with. Our relationship lasted 36 weeks and 2 days. Its driving me to suicide!! I'm always cutting my wrists. My friends have taken away all of my sharp objects and i made my best friend start cutting herself. All the guys in my school now hate me because I've tried to replace him with them and it didn't work so i broke up with them in a matter of hours maybe minutes. And The only reason i haven't jumped of a bridge yet is because My bff will jump after me. And I am ALWAYS being called a vampire because of my pale skin, agillity, and long black coat. Its really annoying because not only am i consider a vampire now but sence i cut myself and I'm wicken I'm considered the emo vampire witch. *sigh* and thats the short version