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My dad can't find the password for the wireless at home, so I have to use his computer. I don't like to, and I was definitely supposed to stop my Gaia Journal years ago. Sophomore year-ish. Remember ~AyumiSakura~? My mom didn't know about that account or have the password, so it was safe.
Anyway, I really shouldn't be doing this right now >.>
*sigh*
Oh. My. Well, I'm kinda glad no one told Erin I was back. My dad didn't even mention it yesterday when he talked to her. So, when I picked up the phone a few minutes ago b/c my dad was on his cell phone, she was surprised to hear me. She's back in town for a while, but I'm not going to make any plans to see her, unless my dad interferes. My mom respects my feelings about Erin right now. My dad does not. I'm angry and I'm upset and I'm hurt, and I can't see her because I'm afraid I'll get so mad that I'll tell her just who has been a better friend than her to me for the last year. I would. But then she might mention it to my parents, and I'd have a little explaining to do -.- It was the first thing I thought of when she called me after she ran away. I would've said it, too, but my mom was right there. I didn't care. I didn't think she'd ever talk to my parents anyway. Thank goodness I didn't. AGHALKDGHDSLK!!!! My dad helps someone who hurt me and pretty much hated someone who I hurt (worse than anything Erin ever did to me, but still). What IS that?!
Actually, I could get away with saying what I want to say. Sarcasm is a powerful tool, especially when it's from someone who doesn't use it much. I'm much more sarcastic here than I usually am ^^;;; I also curse a lot less here than I actually do, which I'm trying to fix >.> But my parents would understand that it would be something said in order to just hurt Erin. Another reason why I won't actually say it.
Oh well, nothing I can do. I'm going back to my game now.
 nepie · Mon Mar 16, 2009 @ 04:17pm · 0 Comments |
