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have you ever had to say no?

During my life story I ran across a time where I was asked to mate...

with my best friend.

It was both an exiting and terrifying request...

I wasn't sure what i wanted to do.

Apart of me was ready to give myself to him, it wasn't that I wasn't willing that stopped me from doing so however.

It was because I had so much to lose...

my empire and all that cared for me would all leave...I would be alone and my gift of beautiful music would be my only companion. I would lose the chance to become something more...and it would hurt..

So, because of that reason...


I told him no.

I know I let him down, but it was what i had to do. Our life stories were heading in two different directions...and it still is...