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stressed If any of you people that know me and Ryan.We broke up.I don't get it really.Their are a lot of guys saying that I can do better than Ryan,though...They're good friends..He's now saying that no one loves him,so he'll kill himself.SUICIDAL!!He was saying that at first to see if I cared if he dies.I acted like I didn't,so now he's actually gonna kill himself,and it's all my fault.. crying ...I don't want him to die..Now if he ddies,I have no reason to live..I still love him and many other people,but he's the main person I love..I..want him back...I can't stop crying..