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My solace ....it's about the only thing I can keep company with these days. I am reverting back to my old ways since that happened. But now I have pure apathy , hell it increased my confidence cause now I really dont give a s**t. I honestly feel this is the way things should be . I don't want to but I feel as if I deserve this . at least when I come back I'll forget everything. Though I also know what comes with it when I come back. But that is all I know for now


Maybe I'll get more clues next time around as to why.

This bit of deranged rant brought to you by -

Kaishinoske