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It's >>REALLY<< not fair. i was afraid of this. i tried. i really really did. But it

happened any way. i did NOT want to fall for any 1 this year. for 2 reasons. My

school is so small we only really have 2 kinds of guys there. the majority>> (1.)

wierd, ugly ones (but who wants those?!?!) and the minority>>(2.) popular, (at the

least) cute guys that are W A Y outta my leauge. and THAT'S why i didn't

want 2 fall 4 ne 1. i knew they would be in the second category and hence

unreachable. and i would be heartbroken and lonely untill i got over them. But

what a CoCkAtRiCe! just one look pierce's my heart !!! I know i sound like a

lovesick dweeb and will someday look back at this and laugh at my stupidity but

right now...... gonk crying cry

It doesn't help that we're reading Romeo and Juliet......

And almost every bloody thing i read or watch has to do with love....

Just D*** it ALL!!!!!! Blasted Cupid and his Arrows of Folly!!!!! JUST LEAVE MY

HEART IN ITS BLACK CAGE OF DESPAIR AND RISING LONLIENESS!!!!

LET MY MASK SHOW NO SIGNS OF MY MISERY!!!!!!



i WILL get over it.








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