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For the first time in my life, I feel like I betrayed my self with a haircut. It's a lot shorter now, and it feels odd and I hate the way it looks, but everyone else says 'it's nice'. I realize that it'll grow back, of course, but for the mean time I cant stand it.
But that sort of pales in comparison to the other silly problems in my life, for example, I have no clue how to act around women I care about that aren't a family member.
I've become cold and distant to someone I've known for years and care so deeply for that trying to express it in words would be useless, regardless of the fact that I no longer am in love with her.
As if that wasn't enough, I feel like I'm dumping all of this stupid crap on another person that I care deeply about.
I have nowhere really left to escape from it, except writing and WoW.
Oh and clearly, I'm an emo kid now. Because it's a widely known fact that there is no such thing as being depressed any more when you are a teenager. Thanks to our lovely friends like My Chemical Romance and the like depression has been replaced with the sleeker and more easily mocked as opposed to sympathized with 'Emo'.
Hooray for modern music.
 Shahmat · Tue Nov 08, 2005 @ 07:30pm · 1 Comments |
