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going through new pictures of old friends in texas i laugh thinking of what i used to think of myself. that i'd never be as pretty as them. that i would always be the awkward outcast. now that i go from picture to picture it makes me smile knowing how i've changed, and who i am now. how i'm so comfortable with me. i look at those individuals that used to call me ugly and that i was retarded to even think of wearing makeup because nothing would help my looks and laugh. god do i laugh. i win. i'm beautiful and i know it. i'm not a cocky son of a b***h, just saying that i know i'm not ugly. it's just funny how your different thought processes change through your life. <3