Right now me and my girlfriend are going through some tough times. I won't go into details to protect both our private lives, but I felt that some things need to be written out.
I think that for a while there I forogt something. It started when our plans to meet got foiled by her parents. That was the start of things, or atleast I think thats the first thing I can remember. Perhaps before that there were warning signs, but I was blind. I didn't want to think that things could be in danger, I didn't want to have to face the possiblity that I could loose her.
Yet this weekend I was forced to. I curse myself for not playing closer attention. Maybe then it would not have taken so much hurt on her part to wake me up.
Regardless, it did. A close friend of mine put it best. "You've left the Gaga period. Now you need to shape up or loose her." It gave me a lot to think about. And now I've made a choice.
In the near future I will be playing meet the parents over the phone. When I do this I will be asking for the first possible date that I can fly down to her and visit. And I will be doing exactly that.
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FylkSoul
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