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I was going through some of my old PMs earlier. I realized how angry I was when I wrote some of them. I was trying to cover my ears and ignore the truth being yelled at me while yelling back. I suppose I didn't want anyone to understand, so I said they didn't. What I said wasn't really making sense. I didn't want to accept the one constant in my life: I am different. I see it now, but it's too late.
I went to a memorial service for a priest at my church. He died shortly after Hurricane Katrina. They had put some pictures on a poster at the front of the church. The best part about the mass was seeing someone I haven't seen in months. It was a relief to see them okay, but I didn't recognize them at first. But, like I say, it's been months.
Whee! I'm being totally random tonight. My friend likes a boy, and I'm afraid it's going to be my job to prod her into asking him out. It'll be easier than I think, though. 1) She REALLY likes him. 2) I think he likes her a bit. 3) He lives down the street from me. 4) I actually have motivation: she said if she goes out with this guy, she and he will get a boy from his school to go out with me. Heck, I may get really lucky. After all, he could know some of my pals at his school. And that would be great! *dances crazily*
I have some lyrics stuck in my head. There's this one line from a song called "Why Can't I" that floats around alot. "Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?" Another song, "Girls and Boys" has its own parts stuck in my head. "Girls don't like boys; girls like cars and money" Which isn't true in four different girls that I can think of. "Boys will laugh at girls when they're not funny" Which is completely true! My personal favorite line is from a song by Nickelback. "This is how you remind me of what I really am." But then, what am I really, hmm?
Just a thought.
~Nepie
 nepie · Sun Nov 06, 2005 @ 01:54am · 0 Comments |
