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I don't know what to do, and no one keeps the same opinion for more than 2 seconds! My parents are literally useless in figuring this out. They keep flipping sides and opinions and ideas, and they're ALWAYS opposite each other. I swear my mom was mixing up the Sarahs last week when she was telling me why she thought the apartment wasn't a good idea, but apparently after talking to Cait's mom, she's less against it! I have no one to bounce this off of. Thomas is so wrapped up with this stupid boy thing and I just wanna tell him to give it up because he doesn't have a prayer but I'm too ******** nice and keep encouraging him! And he wouldn't listen to me now because "the tarot cards say not to trust other people". PAH! He trusts a pack of crap cards over his FRIENDS!? But I can't even talk to him about it. He doesn't care. I can't talk to Cait or Rawr or Kira b/c they're part of the reason I'm hesitant to go! My parents aren't helping. Everyone's basically saying "well, it's your decision." Yea, I got that. But I'd like to hear an opinion for once. My decision-making obviously SUCKS. I'm here, aren't I?
Erin would tell me to stop crying right now. And dammit, I was thirsty and going to get milk, but Cait decided to take a shower -.- whoever the hell said college is the best time of a person's life must've been on drugs and living in his mom's basement. I guess I was spoiled with having decent food all my life. I've never had to live off frozen food so much. Closest I ever came was sophomore year, but at least I had a decent dinner most nights. Here, that just doesn't happen. I've taken to eating breakfast every morning because that's the only meal that I can eat the same thing for weeks on end and not get sick of it. I rarely ate breakfast after sophomore year. But now, I'd pass out without it.
Wow, I got off target. stupid effin apartment -.-
 nepie · Sun Feb 08, 2009 @ 10:00pm · 0 Comments |
