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crying Omg!....all i did was sit there on the buss cause my stomach was hurtiung ike crap again! and no..it isnt cramps.... stare and my friend next to me gave me some candy to ease the pain...it helped and then the high schoolers came on!...i dontknow twhat his problem was! i gave up on the grudge i held on him! i made a treaty with that dumbass!!! yes i'm a 13 year old in the 7th grade and i cuss! so what! gonk scream this idiot comes up to me and starts talking to me and all of a sudden brings up the idae that he hates me! if he cant say anything nice to me right in my face then i think her should back off! i got so mad i started crying! not for that reason but when he said if he beats me up in china people will start whacking him with a bamboo stick! and then asked me if i have ever been! and yes i have! and then he goes well you deserve it cause your just annoying...and i dont see how i was annoying when i was just sitting there until he came by and started talking to me!!! crying GOD! i couldnt hold my tears! i just bursted out! every guy at school flirts,teases, or bullies me!!! why me?! am i just something intresting because i'm chinesse? crying it isnt fair! the school never helps! and even if they do it's not likt other people wont replace them! crying i cant stand this anymore! i';m just a normal chinesse guirl trying to live a teenage life! i guess age 13 is the worse age of all! cause i'm having the shittious day!...i got a migrate after that and the high schoolr i thought hated me cause he looked kinda scaredof me..we it turns out he actually will stand up for me...i'm glad i found out...cause knowing i have people on my side when i'm on the bus or anywhere makes me feel good....i just wish i werent so depress..... crying sad

Posted by: PastelSheepie Mon Nov 15, 2004 @ 09:36pm

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Commented on: Mon Nov 15, 2004 @ 09:42pm


	Poor thing... sad I sorta know how you feel. I`m not chinese but I`m thirteen too and in the eigth grade. And I understand perfectly well when guys are like that to me... sad It sure is annoying! blaugh

Commented on: Tue Nov 16, 2004 @ 05:17am


	Aww.. hun.. hugs I'm sorry. I know kids are stupid. I was teased a LOT when I was younger. Everyone on my bus used to tease me non-stop about my breakfast, that I always had to eat on the way to school. It honestly wasn't a big deal, but hey, someone to pick on, right? Kids are just mean that way. High schoolers especially like to pick on middle-schoolers and freshmen, it's not just because you're Chinese. Just remember that it's only a bus. And school doesn't last forever. The little things that seem SO important when you're young just.. don't seem like that when you're older. Eventually the guy who bothered you will stop being stupid, and you'll see that that's just how guys are, and being female, you're better than that. nod Honestly, I know how you feel, I'm not just saying it to try to make you feel better. I've always been picked on, but I'm to the point where I just don't care anymore, both about what's been done to me in the past and how people treat me now. If you ever wanna IM me and talk, I'm almost always on AIM. I really don't mind. ^^

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Commented on: Tue Nov 16, 2004 @ 09:05pm


	thank you guys for cheering me up...it's not just you two ethier...some of my frineds from yesterday remembered what happened...cant blame them unless they have bad memory sweatdrop

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