I made a stupid decision..
Yeah..i made it not once..Not even twice
But what can I do?
Is being just a human accepted as a reason?
But then it will not..
It is I who made that decision
And I must stand for it..
But how can I?
They told me they're here for me!
But now where are they?
I wanted to rule myself!
Everyone does! But not me!
Everyone know who they are!
But not I!
Even these words I speak
That pops out just in my mind...
Am I that foolish?
Am I that stupid?
You can't blame me!
Coz I'm born to be like this!
Call me an Idiot!
Who the hell cares!
No one cares!
Yah..they let me die infront of them..
They do not wonder how was it like to be me..
How was it like to be lost..
I never wanted to be like this..
This isn't my life..It's not..