"If you aim at nothing, you will hit it every time." -D.M.
Life has Many ups and downs. That is one of the first things you truly learn. Everyday brings for me as anyother day, waking up and feeling drowsy and tired. I wake up for that one reason, even though that reason maybe stupid. I wake up for that one and only person that means the world to me, even though he doesnt know it. I know that some girls go up to the one they like and just tell them, but i am not like most girls. I am not sensitive but i am as fragile as they come. Most people dont see the side of me thats loving and caring for others, only because i am not sure if i want people to see my weakness. I look weak and different on the outside but i am much stronger on the inside. People can sometimes see right through me as though i am a shadow, but sometimes people can see through me but dont think of me as a shadow. Everybody sees me as this girl that can protect herself, but cant even stand up straight cause her sence of balance is really off. I am the girl they label as smart, even though i just listen to the teacher when i need to. I still ask questions about things and dont like being labeled like everyone else. I am also labeled as the smart blonde only because my brownish-blondeish hair makes people think i am a blonde. Stereotypically, blondes are stupid so i make myself smarter just to prove them wrong. Everything else that a stereotyped blonde would do, i would do, so! Life is a rollarcoaster, you scream with exticement, get sick with aniexty, or pray yourself off the ride. Though not all emotions can be expressed on a rollarcoaster, you still understand the concept of the rollarcoaster.
