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Why do I feel so sad? Is it because November fifth is coming up? A sad Inuyasha episode for a sad day.. that fits..

I don't know..

Well, Kristi, Laura, Zach, and Rachel did come for me after all^^; we only hit a few houses, but as soon as they came to my door, I told Rachel, Laura, and Kristi to go back, and Zach asked if he should too, and I sad "no, you should run.." Then I pulled out my silly string and got him.. and as we passed Taylor's house, he got me, in the hair, so Kristi got it out then her and Laura got Zach, and then Kristi got Laura.. xd Then when we were going back to my house, I had gotten Zach a few minutes before, and he got me, in the hair again, a LOT of it.. It only came out in the shower.. gonk Well, then they all stayed at my house for a bit and Laura read us some scary stories (all of which I didn't find scary...) and then Laura went home, and soon Rachel, Kristi, and Zach did as well.. Only a bit after they left, my mom and I found out all six of my fish died.. and not naturally either... they were clinging on to things.. I'm totally creeped..

I feel a sinking feeling in my heart.. again.. maybe it's because of Honey, maybe it's because of everyone who's died this year.. that's why my drawings (if they're good enough you can actually tell what they are..) are always sad.. I've been depressed for pretty much a year.. and something good may happen.. but that's only for a bit before something sad happens again..