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right so im single now... and oddly fighting with my self not to be mad at the person im no longer with... >_< damn it! anyway... ill just get used to it... i deserve some pain anyway ... particularly after what i put Kat through... so now im here... sad ... and really really hateing this... its not so much the sadness thats bothering me as.. well the anger... i mean.. i guess i have a littel right to be mad... but i said i wasnt... but am slowly finding that i was lieing both to myself and to her... soo well ive decided maybe i should take a break from life in general for a bit... just rest... with a pack a ciggarets and a bottle a rum... see if i can catch my breath on fier... *nods* well.. thats my feelings right now .. my feelings for the past two weeks...
 Verin · Mon Oct 31, 2005 @ 06:21pm · 1 Comments |
