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The shadows have finally fallen down on me. The time draws near as my heart beats in pain. My mind has gone over the edge and sunk deep into a sea of despair. My body doesn't stop aching and creaking as I move out of the comfort of my warm bed and into the cold darkness that awaits me like my horrid nightmares. The demons of my soul begins to dance around me, taunting my appearance and suddenly vanishes when I run away. The angels only comfort me in the morning, but at noon I am alone and the demons return to haunt me once more. I cannot escape my everlasting pain. I cannot withstand the fear of my ex-lover's cold stare. My soul retreats to the cold wintery world as I stand frozen with fear as my ex-lover starts to walk away. The pain I feel and hear in my heart shatters the barrier between sanity and the paranoia. Now I cannot sleep, nor can I smile without reminding myself of my former actions. It is too late and I can't stop now for my bleak future comes to a standstill and soon I shall drop dead. So I can sleep, without the tears and without the pain of my broken heart.

-Unsure as to why I wrote this... I guess I can't hold it in anymore..... My time is running short and I only have one last year before I say my final farewell to the world and my dearest friends-