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Last Week,i knew something suprise from doctor,
i need sugery on my brain in case to be alive..
and its only 20% to survive,and yet im selfish,
i dont wan ppl to be crying on my grave in the future,
i decide to break wit my gf,well we get in a fight and
she caught car accident cause of it..
still she let me free after she know,im gonna die..
luckiily,i survive thru the sugery,
but wheni get on to visit her,
her fren say she got heart attack,
and is goin emo after i leave her..
and is going missing,im worried..
when they found her,she lay under a tree,with
a snowing weather,her whole body is freezing..
no,she's not dead bt in a comma,they found tis letter,
its for me,even im such mean person..

God brought me something greater than anything in this world. He brought me you. I love you maxx and for the last year and a half, I've gotten to know you better than myself. Your the most precious guy I ever came across. I wanted to be the only one allowed to cherish you, I didn't care if you doubted your goodness. Because you were blind to see that someone who wants to help people is never bad. I will love you forever and ever. My heart was crushed when you broke up with, 2 damaged to put back together. You are the one I fell in love with. I could never love another. And if I should ever die, know that my happiness was gone before I breathed my last breath. I love you maxx, more than life itself.