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My father has come back to live with us in our new home in Surrey. I absolutely cannot stand a second more here. All we do is fight and argue. I end up punching more holes in my brand new walls. I hate him. All he does is criticize me. I apologize for not being perfect, Father, really. Mum does not help at all. She merely allows him to yell at me and throw things in my general direction. I feel so alone. Not even my own damned mother can help me. If that is not unsettling, I do not know what is. She will not talk to him about his rash behaviour. She will not confront him and tell him he is doing something wrong. Everything is getting worse by the day. I would like to move to Hereford to my grandmother's. I know she'll not hate me for who I am. I would just like to get away from my father. All was well while he was away. I simply do not know what to do anymore.