The last time we talked.
I just thought I wanted to say hi.
I knew that though there was so much more..
I just didn't know what to say.
I just had to say something.
But painful memories got in the way.
Last time we talked.
You froze and so did I.
We'd rehash all of past sadness.
But never reconcile.
Last time we talked.
We both just tried to smile.
Thank god for walls that hide my face.
Cause behind the walls I cried.
Last time we talked.
We couldn't get past the pain.
They say time heals all the hurts.
Someday we'll laugh again.
Last time we talked.
You were brave and so was I.
But we felt each others sadness.
But to each other we still lied.
Last time we talked.
Said we each no longer cared.
What happened in the past...
Is dead and there's nothing no longer there.
Last time we talked.
We both attempted to start to heal.
But stubborness stopped us in our tracks...
Like a catcher in midfield.
Last time we talked.
You said were both to blame.
But somewhere in the darkness.
We both still felt our shame.
Last time we talked.
A lil truth and dare.
Neither of us would give an inch....
To say that we still cared.
Last time we talked.
Stalemate.
But a little gain.
No matter how we tried.
Neither of us was ready to truly forgive.
We forgave each other just in name.
Last time we talked.
You said I hope someday we could be friends.
I couldn't... wouldn't answer you.
My pride had won again.
Last time we talked.
I left you little hints.
I could not come out and say it.
Maybe someday, or where or when.
Last time we talked.
I left you with a lie.
I said I no longer loved you.
But the only truth I'll say to you...
Is my heart never said goodbye.
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