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Sometimes I feel alone... even when there iz someone right in front of me, it just doesn't matter anymore.

This house I live in iz a prison for me, I waste my time with people that don't even know me. I'm just a stranger and a prisoner.
I want out.

I have wanted so badly to make "The Others" know who I really am, without damaging their being or their mind. But I fear that they would hate me forever if I did, especialy "her".

I've been hated before... I am hated every day, I live to be hated by all. Because being hated by all iz alot better than being loved by "The Deceiver", HIM, or the world.

jeez... mabey i can explain better with songs... hmmm?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdRd3k4CIAg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tt5FTqOGyE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enrJxjvO1gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yL1AA7VKxE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VF5hRkW1IE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wq-e2el1tSo