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Well, I'm on an emotional rollercoaster...
Today, my parents took my brother and I to look at a house that we were thinking about buying... IT WAS HIDIOUS!!!
Not only that, I was freaking out because something felt wrong in there... Like something REAL bad was going/did happen in there... When we got into the car they asked my opinion and I said, "I don't like it... not at all... I have a bad feeling about it..."
They get all snippy with me, thinking that I was talking about how trashy it looked. They kept going on and on about how they are going to fix it up before we move in. (Already making plans x.x)
Well, that got me upset, just a little... When we got home I was fine and dandy... Just a few minutes ago I walked into my room, listening to muisc, and I break down.
Thoughts clouding my mind, making me cry even more...
I kept thinking about random things like;
I don't want to move. I like where I am... I'm in perfect walking distance to all of my friends houses...
I'm SCARED of that house! I mean, it was making me shake so much! (EVEN MY BROTHER FELT IT!!!)
I'm also scared that I'll have to go to Gavit High if I move (Not a good place!)
AND I feel like I don't belong... Even IF it is my family... I feel like no one wants me x.x