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I've been happy lately.
So happy it scares me.
Well, not 100% happy, but happier.
It's odd though; why be happy?
My love life is screwed, my friends aren't here for me anymore ('cept Ashley, of course((Yet, I still feel I ruin her life D; )))
But
Chyeah .__.
I think it's Rene who's been making me smile.
He's so dumb and cheery, his happiness is contagious I guess.
Many people say he's in love with me, but I don't believe it.
What kind of sick person could be in love with moi? O;
But oh well, I'm happy that our relationship (as friends, duh) is growing strong,
he stopped letting Barbie tear us apart, so that kinda makes me happy too.
Barbie used to sit next to him (I sit in front of him, and it's only me and him, so PWNED.) but the teacher changed her all the way to the other corner of the classroom cool
I'm glad I get to see him practice soccer on Mondays and Wednesdays (only days he practices xD), due to my mom picking me up from school at like 5.
I don't know.
He just makes me smile (:
And he feels that emptiness I usually feel.
He knows I'm kinda in love with him,
but Idk, he's been giving me clues that he's in love with me too but I'm not totally sure.
THE POINT IS THAT.
For once in like two months, I feel happy (:
And I hope it stays that way.
Btw, Barbara is a jealous b***h because she has a crush on him, but Rene finds her annoying and talks to me more cool
Oh! Rene's on my band :]
Well, I'm on his band, he asked me to be vocalist, so I said yes.
That means extra time with him :ea!:
I'm just loving my life right now.
 xiCarlax · Sat Jan 17, 2009 @ 05:53am · 0 Comments |
