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Still flipping, doing my cartwheels, and jumping,
Yep it's one of those days where the world seems to move slow for you in all the bad ways it could, hmm. But yet you find the time to appreciate the smallest things of life, hmm. Well here goes I'm going to try and write this journal nicely with sounding like a drunk, sleeping zombie girl, hmm. blaugh
*In Deianna's head some where lies this scenario, hmm:*
Laying there on my bed I was full of confusion and angst towards everything including myself, hmm. I thought one thought after another not giving myself enough time to dwell on any of them no more then the second they came to my mind, hmm. My head was spinning and I was singing to myself softly with my music playing in the background, hmm. What did he mean? Should I be changed by this? What should I think of it? Was all my mind continuously keep going over, trying to wrap an explanation, or reason, or something as to what I was, should or is suppose to do now that I know, hmm. But before I could do anything I felt his familiar presences enter our room, hmm. My eyes widen as sudden panic came over, it was so sudden and shocking that I slightly twitched, hmm. But before I could get up and move I felt hands grabbing my wrists, body weight of a guy smashing back down, and next thing I know there I was underneath a guy in whom was pinning me down as if he was going to rape, hmm! But I knew better, and I knew him. He wouldn't do such a thing to me of people, hmm. "DEIDARA!!!!! What the hell are yo-" I suddenly caught off by his shush and he drew close to me, breath on my neck and whispered in my ear, "It's ok Deidei, you'll be fine, h'm," he laid completely on me like usually did when he was trying to bond, what an odd way for family to bond, hmm? I thought to myself as I answered him, "Yea, I know it will, hmm. But why did you wait so long to tell me were twins, hmm?"
And there ends my story for now, hmm. I'll probably add more but I think the length of this journal is long enough for now, and plus I'm sure you reader don't want like paragraph at this time of night, hmm. blaugh Laters, hmm. ^^
~Deidei-Out, hmm~
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