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Missing someone shouldn't hurt this bad.
Tears shouldn't fall because I'm happy.
Or am I?
But why then?
Was I...ready for love?
Will I ever get used to the waiting?
I know I can't live without you.
But it feels like you're not even here.
Why does it feel like you're gone?
You really haven't died.
Please, I wish you never do.
These bracelets suffocate my wrists.
But it will never compare to the pain I feel without you.
I miss you.
I want you.
I need you.
...I love you.