October 22, 2005
Yeah, I'm going to go skiing in Florida. rolleyes No. XD It's for vacation. In Georgia or North Carolina. Yeah so today was just kind of crappy. Last night was really crappy. I'm starting to think twice about the stupid thing I did because it seems to have made no difference and I think I've gotten myself into a mess now. I want to die. No I'm not suicidal or anything but I just feel really, really awful. Things really haven't changed and I think they might be worse. x.x Well I just saw Brett get on, for the first time in a long time. I'm gonna talk to him and tell him the good news, that Gabe is okay and he's coming back soon.
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