Secrets
1. I hate that I need money to have fun with my friends
2. I blame myself for all of my problems
3. I hate my body
4. I hate myself
5. I hate my birthday because I feel too bad to do anything because we are always strapped for cash.
6. I hate having to worry about money
7. I hate being poor
8. I hate only making 8.50 an hour
9. I hate college
10. I hate one of my roommates
11. I love one of my roommates
12. I think I’ll die alone
13. I think I will never get a boyfriend
14. I think I will never experience love
15. I hate when my friends do drugs or cause self harm
16. I hate that no matter how much I try to help my friends they push me away and tell me it is no big deal. It’s a ******** big deal and it is not okay.
17. I hate that I don’t know how to attract men
18. I hate being fat
19. I hate having to worry about how people see me
20. I hate when old people don’t look me in the eyes when they pass me
21. I hate when you smile at a stranger and they look away
22. I hate that I limit my ambitions to what is expected of me
23. I hate that I won’t let myself follow my dreams because I am afraid of failing
24. I hate pre-calculus and the teacher I had freshman year for the first semester of college
25. I hate that I only have close relationships with girls and gay men
26. I wished I went up to the guy in the parking lot and talked to him
27. I am afraid to get close to anyone because I am afraid they will leave me like I left my friends when I moved away so I tell myself new people I meet don’t matter and don’t get attached.
28. I hate when people tell me I stole common phrases from them and say that they started them. Everyone says mother ********, you didn’t invent it b***h.
29. I hate that I can’t confront people because I dislike arguing
30. I want to change
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