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The Chobits Manga really rocks! I just finished it, except I never read numbers two or four sweatdrop

Anyway, I feel so sad.. just.. sad..

I won't go to Rachel's party, I won't go to Jessica's...

And Kristi's angry words are still in my head..: "you'll be alone.. like you always have been... and always will be..."

even if we are friends again.. she's right..

And, no one is "put on this Earth" for me..

I can't make a single person understand me.. because just when I think they understand, they turn around and use myself against me..

yes.. I'm alone.. in so many ways.. in a room full of people, I'm usually the one not being talked to..

because everyone has their someone else..

and I only have myself..

but.. now I'm sure that's it okay.. and I'll be okay too... alone..

alone is.. nice..


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  • User Comments: [9]
    not true!! Kari... you're still young, and don't get me wrong, I'm young too... there is someone on earth for you, it will just take you a little while to find him or her... >.<!!! ((no, I'm not calling you bi and I'm not calling you les... o.O;; >.< wink ) I found my guy already, 'cause, I guess I was just lucky... :huggles: trust me, there is always someone for another someone... ^__________^

    comment TheEvilButton · Community Member · Fri Oct 21, 2005 @ 09:22pm
    Looking at my family, I don't think there's any guy for me.. but, thanks button *huggles back*

    comment Day_dreamer_3173_ · Community Member · Fri Oct 21, 2005 @ 10:37pm
    are you saying that there is a girl for you??? o.O;

    comment TheEvilButton · Community Member · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 02:34am
    ...no.-.-

    I'm saying there is no one for me. Because if my friends don't accept me, how can anyone else?

    comment Day_dreamer_3173_ · Community Member · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 02:56am
    I accept you Kari-sama!...I know how you feel.I'm like the loser in my school.>.<

    comment Angels for heart · Community Member · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 03:08am
    thanks ren-sama, at least someone does

    but that's the thing, only my online friends accept me.. ah well

    *huggles*

    comment Day_dreamer_3173_ · Community Member · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 03:13am
    ^hugs^ Same. Wow, I thought I was the only one who had a friend that knew exactly what hurt the most and used it...guess not. I can't tell you its okay, because its not; I know. I can be really friendly/weird at some times, or really cold/mean...but not inbetween a lot, so I'm bad at conversation and people are pretty awkward around me. I can't confide my problems to anyone, because whenever I tell one problem to a friend it feels like I'm just letting them know something that they can totally never understand and it doesn't get out. I know, I know I'm always going to be alone..but nevermind, this is about you.

    ^hug^ Just want to let you know, for you its probably not going to always be like this, and you DO have friends that accept you! Counting me, and Ren, and Brit (I think, I don't really know her that well)-and you're a really nice, friendly person. Right now, I think its especially hard in school because the only things that are our "jobs" is either getting really into the social world or schoolwork; most people obviously choose social, and if you're not as outgoing as the next person (although I think you are o.O), you get sort of left out. When you get older, I think everyone's priorites get more mature and there isn't as much "cool" business (okay, I'm starting to feel like one of those people who diss popular people all the time because they're jealous; I'm stopping there).

    WOW! That was a LOONG comment...gomen. sweatdrop If you still want to talk to me, just shoot a PM! ^^


    comment -sabishii.tenshi- · Community Member · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 03:22am
    *huggles back*It's ok.If you just explain too your real friends what you mean then you won't have just online friends that will except you. 3nodding

    comment Angels for heart · Community Member · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 03:26am
    the thing is, my friends in "real life" or so to speak.. they don't like me.. because.. well.. I'm me..

    @fury-chan-I just PMed you 3nodding

    comment Day_dreamer_3173_ · Community Member · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 03:30am
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