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Title: Womanizer(A Player)
By: Malcolm Williams

This no joking matter, I have a
problem.
I have had to deal with for a while now,
and so have the others around me.
I didn't choose
to be this way, it is all accidental.
I am player, a womanizer, or a con man
of love.
I hate this personality i have. I would cast
it aside if so simple but it's not.
I know how to respect women, maybe
not in the form others might agree in,
but respectable it is.
I try with all my heart to treat woman with more
respect than i have for myself,
yet it comes out flirty and intimate.
It isn't my fault, it just happens,
i don't even realize it. It's just so weird.
I apologize to all the women i have hurt,
all those i have
let endure the pain of trusting me.
No, I didn't say I'm changing,
I have tried and things just went worse,
now I have to accept who i really am.
A Womanizer...........