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you dont know it... but i really do still have fellings for you. I love you and want to care abou you. I know that you dont feel the same way that I do. And i really wish that you did. I love you with every thing in me. I only wish that you would love me the same and want me the same. Put the bull s**t behind us that happend to us. So that we might be able to happy togther again. I havent been the same since you have left. I miss that fuzzy feeling i get after i talk to you. You tell me that you love me, and want to be with me for the rest of your life. I want to be the one for you. Im crazy for you. And jealous as hell. A whole lot when you are with some other girl. I love you so much. I once made you my life and i let that go. I dont know what to do without you. I was lost when you werent in my life for that long time. I need you in my life. If only i really knew how you felt. I want you back. and I want you for ever. I know that is a lot to ask of you. If only it could be true. I love you so much. Im so crazy about you. I want to hold you close. I want you to kiss me again. To hug me again. To be mine. If i could do any thing to get you back. I would do any thing for you. I would leave home, just do what ever to get you back. I hope you read this. And i hope you know who you are. And i really hope this doesnt ruin a good friend ship.