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Guess what! It is my first Journal entry yay! Well not really that anyone cares i suppose, but atleast i am happy about it right?
This school year for me has already been terribul crying ! Grades are fine but so manything are happening to me that i can't stand it anymore. I asked this guy out and he said "Remember i broke up with my other girl friends just a little while ago, i am not ready for another relationship. I will probably be ready until like next year... i am sorry". But guess what... 2 days later he is going out with a fat slut stare ... he could atleast have told me the truth... I know i am 13 and i should not be dating but i have already... and know i just want some one that will care for me... and i really don't know what to do anymore...
My family does not really care about me anymore really... it seems like it is me and my sister aganist the world, because my family does not trust us anymore for some werid reason...
I am being made fun of at school, i have not even done anything to anyone and then they get a right to hurt me crying ! So now my life sucks at home and at school...
The only good thing right now is X-mas, and 2 months later is my b-day (Feb 8th). Atleast my friends care for me right?
If you have any advice for me that would be nice 3nodding .