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The life of a Pyromaniatic screw up
My life in real...You may catch a poem or two if you're lucky but not that much...
*hyperventalting* I can't do this...kepping up the ******** happy little charade for my friends isn't working...my family is fighting...again. and it seems that whatever happens I'm the one who is crying...my sister called me a 'self-mutulating, ugly, fat-a** b***h' why dose she THINK I'm self mutulating?!? It's because of HER! Ugly...yeah...I'm ugly but she's uglier I mean...I have long blonde hair blue eyes and a flawless comeplexion...but she's the opposite...Fat...oh yeah...I'm SOOOO fat I'm 16 and I weigh 87 pounds...Yeah, thats fat...I've weighed the same since I was 13...she weighs like 166.6 or something like that and she's 15

I just...can't....it's killing me inside to have to do this repeatidly...I'm all out of tears so I just sob,scream,and cut...my nerves are shot and I have no more anti-depressants...I'm ********]


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