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Title: Bad Timing
By: Esquire

I couldn't have be more flawed. I took too long,
I was too stupid to figure it before,
of course I had to mature before i could do what
I wanted.
Then when I finally made all necessary
preparations, as usual, karma slapped me in the
face. I stand here now looking stupid as she
continues forward, leaving me to rot
in my despairing wallow.
I can't stand myself now, I added this
to the list of mistakes I have made.
Maybe I shouldn't love her, I don't know,
it seems like she's really happy now,
and when it was just us she seemed down alot.
Maybe she's better off without me?
Will I ever get the timing right, or will she
end forgetting about me?