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This is a song for my band Suicidal Celery. It's called Screwed Up Heart:

When was I ever alright?
My heads not screwed on and I feel like it's all wrong.
My heart stopped beating on a cold winter's night
and now, where am I?

(Chorus)
My screwed up heart has never felt the warmth,
my screwed up heart doesn't feel at all.
My screwed up heart, senses way to much,
My screwed up heart can't see the light.

Where am I suppose to be,
In this world of soverigenty?
I keep asking but no ne replies,
I guess I'm no one in there eyes.

My legs keep walking, but there is no ground.
I keep seeing, but there's no sound.
Where the hell am I suppose to go?
Someone tell me because I don't know.

(Chorus x2)

I see lover standing tall and bright.
I wonder why I have to put up with that sight?
Why can't I feel their way?
"I love you" is what I want somebody to say.

But in my heart there's something wrong.
'Cuz, I can't feel that way for to long.
Where did my feelings go?
Why can't anybody know?

Now, I wait for the dawn.
Hoping that those feelings I have won.
Here now, I don't understand,
but maybe someone will take my hand...

(chorus x2)

My screwed up heart will wait for a lifetime,
my scewed up heart can't wait at all.
My screwed up heart will someday find it's way.
And someday my feeling will ne there.

My screwed up heart....
My screwed up heart...
It's falling apart.
My screwed up heart.