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I feel that I need to live my life to,
Father left early, mother stayed but deep inside I feel that she left too,
Help me understand why my life is like this,
I'm a child that wants to be free to express what I feel
My freedom is taken when I want to act
so now i write about my need to fight.
I'm fighing to see my freedom outside these empty walls,
I'm tiered of all the bruises the pain I feel as I wake up and realize I'm alone again,
Help me understand why I look and want to be different,
Try to understand that I don't look for attention when I overdose,
I'm not looking for attention when I shove my fingers down my throat I just want control!
I'm don't want pity I want freedom.
I need to be left to deal with my problems and theirs