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lost another bf....over something kinda stupid, but I guess I understand if its one of his goals in life. ( only a few people know whut I'm talking about over the "kinda stupid" part ^^; )
my major goal in life is just to get a good bf Dx
oh well, guess it'll be a bit longer....
I'll probably delete the journal from...2 journals ago I think...I don't wanna see it anymore.

Once again I am myself...oh well. normally nothing good lasts long for me.
I'll talk to Kuromi very soon now, I hope he'll help me feel better..... crying
Once this happened Allysa called to make sure I was okay, I'm very grateful for that, especially cause I wasn't okay, and I'm still not.
I guess I do have a good friend that lives in my area after all..well thats good I guess ^^
hmm.....well...I finished the 2nd part o' my poem, I felt it needed more, but I waited, and then this happened so that procrastination was for a reason I didn't understand myself until now.
it didn't want me to fill it in with happy things cuz it knew it would only be short-lived.
I don't know whether to hate Horo or be friends with him..
I'm sad, angry, and I understand at the same time...I don't know....for now I guess it would just help if I was angry. it helps me get over people faster...
I don't really think he liked me much anyway...
figures... stare
well, thats it for mah rant today. see ya peoples.