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idc........to fall as if going into a deep sleep 2 never wake up, it sounds nice.....*closes eyes n smiles* 2 see life pass by from a new light, 2 fanish without a trace, i've wanted, i've needed 2 disappear. I have no fear of falling, i'd gladely fall into a deep sleep with no end..... *smiles n walks closer 2 the edge* idc anymore, idk wat i feel anymore, remorse, sadness, confusion, happiness, wat? i'm an empty shell, ready 2 crack. *smiles* 2 put an end. *turns around n steps*



















I'm not suicidal, i don't really have a guts 2 jump, but 2 sleep n never wake up thats a different story i wouldn't feel a thing....