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Hide It
Hide the towel away from view,
Hide the blood so fresh and new,
Hide the blade under your bed,
Hide the scars to freashly red,
Hide the fact you are scared,
Hide the life so hard to bear,
Hide the gun, careful now,
Hide the silent beautiful vow,
Hide the fact you are dead,
Hide the room covered in red.

Her (for my beautiful girlfriend)

Something new happened,
Something that feels so right,
I found someone to hold,
Someone I need tonight.

She's new, she's different,
She's the one I want to keep,
She's beautiful, she's bright,
She haunts me in my sleep.

Straing at the ceiling,
I turn there's the wall,
I've been like this all night,
She doesn't leave at all.

Trying to sleep doesn't work,
I see her words behind closed eyes,
They linger over my head,
I still see my goodbyes.

I'll talk to her later,
But for now I need to sleep,
I'm so glad she's mine,
And only her I want to keep.

The Past Returns (made for a contest another honerable mention)[
Looking back into the past,
I see misery and pain,
Looking into the future,
I see the same.

Looking back into the past,
I see nothing but dark,
Looking into the future,
I see all my shadows part.

Looking into the past,
I see what I see now,
Looking into the furture,
I see no way out.

If I Lost You (Bored, wrote it for her)
Babe if I lost you I'd

Take that last jump over the edge,
Put that last bullet in my head,
Drink that last bottle down,
Cut that last cut and fall to the ground,

Cause baby I love you.

My Addiction Haunts Again
The preasure is great as my fingers slide,
To everyone else I can't seem to abide,
Now I'm ready for the knife,
Getting ready to take my life,
Happiness, a new story I cannot read,
Look back, it's her I need,
I need her close, need to hold her tight,
Stop and listen she's here tonight,
The knife shining right over there,
I can't breathe....Where's the air?
Stop it! You don't need this,
Running again into the dark abiss,
Run from this addiction and pain,
Get out, run from everything.

What Did You Do (wrote for my ex best friend and was a contest entry)
My life and best friend,
Never saw the coming end,
Left me for stupidity,
Shut my heart and threw the key,
Took away all my pain,
Somehow he was everything,
I think I forgot to say,
"Oh and by the way,
I never loved you, never cared,
You made my life too hard to bear."

Fall Asleep Broken Girl (A haunting lullaby)
Fall asleep broken girl, don't you wanna cry?
Fall asleep broken girl, are you ready for goodbye?
Fall asleep broken girl, blood dripping red.
Fall asleep broken girl, on your blood stained bed.