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Okay so the day is over... and at the end of it the world sucks... I had to hold my wife as she cried saying she wanted to kill herself... a Close friend and ex of mine and I seem to be slipping further away as I watch him cherish his new love in ways he never did me... My son is on Steroids at the moment and an Inhaler... And my Mother is getting more Things in life handed to her... She is getting her 25'th free car... Free no payments no nothing for her just free.. and to top things off... I've never even gotten help on coming up with half a Payment on a pos that cost 500 Dollars total ; ; My family hates me they think I am worthless and I"m starting to believe them no matter what I do or how good my intentions are I just can not please everyone or anyone it seems... I know this post is a little "Emo" but I seriously just don't know what to do.... I'm Lost...

It reminds me of a song that I love its Called "She falls asleep" my Mc Fly

She falls asleep and all she thinks about is you
She falls asleep and all she dreams about is you
When she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you
Are why she wants to live
She's not got that much more to give

She sits alone, on her phone
She's calling about her broken home
And I don't know what I should say cause she's crying
And feels as though she's thrown it all away
She won't last another day

You're climbing the stairs, unaware that she's hurting
Bad and lying very still on the floor by the door
But it's locked 'cause she was hoping
You would come back for more
But it's too late to realize you've made mistakes

She falls asleep and all she thinks about is you
She falls asleep and all she dreams about is you
When she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you
Are why she wants to live
She's not got that much more to give

Please save me
I've been waiting,
Been aching for too long

She falls asleep and all she thinks about is you
She falls asleep and all she dreams about is you
When she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you
Are why she wants to live
She's not got that much more to give

Please save me
I've been waiting

its a beautiful Song you should find it... anyways I'm out for the night >.>