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I Hope!
i hope your happy when i cry
i hope your happy when i die
i hope your happy when im here
i hope your happy when i fear
i fear of being alone
of no one to hold
i hope your happy when i bleed
when i cry
when i die
i hope that i was there
in your heart
from the start
but dreams just dont come true
it would never be me an you
i am to stupid
to weird
i never am right
i always am wrong
except this one time when all is dead an all you hear is my screams
screams of torture
screams of fear
screams that you will never be hear
so, dont be suprised when i am gone
an all you have is my memory
all you have is my heart
i hope your happy when i wrote this
when i spoke of my fears
when i told you i dont wanna be here
you should of listened to what i had to say
you should of saw
how much pain i was in
how much i feared
how much i cried
so dont be scared
when i die
i hope you will see
i hope you will see
how much you mean to me
i cut in fear
i stab in fright
i have these scars
from my pain
from my fears
from my years
from you
why do you hurt me this way
why dont you just say
why dont you just say that you want me to stay
i hope..
you will see
see my fears
see my tears
see my face
see my death
for this im not sure of
im not sure of us
im not sure of you
im not sure of anyone
so dont be blue when you read this
its just a bliss
of what use to be
was you and me
was my life
now its all a memory of my heart
if you look
you will see all the pain
all the tears
all i cryed for you
all i died for you
i was never alive
i was never here
so dont fear
when i die
all will be calm
all will be right
for this is the night
when i leave
when i dont breath
so good bye to all
please dont let me fall!!!
I HOPE is all i had to say
was my last breath
for my death.