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my heart's new permanent residence? no longer underneath my ribcage.

more like... at my feet.

i hate the way i feel. i wish i could get rid of it. time is taking too long to heal. i can't read too much into anything, though. which is why i've made no point to talk to him unless absolutely necessary. he doesn't want me in his life... i wish i could find a way to rid him in mine...............

it seems to be even harder to let go when i'm surrounded by the memories i love, and the memories i hate.. taking the good with the bad, as he and i always have. i'm surrounded by people who love each other.. which makes me want to feel that love. the only person i've ever felt it with was him.. which is why it's so hard to let this flame..... die. or at least, blow it out until it's ready to be lit again... if it ever will.

"this time im mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking"

"someday, somehow, i'm gonna make it alright.. but not right now.. i know you're wondering when. but you're the only one who knows that....."

i heart nickelback.