GAH. Becca is like a sister to me, and I love her dearly for it, but she also hits sensitive spots a little too easily. *sigh* She wants to know if I ever think about what I want my wedding to be like. So that means I'd be operating on the assumption that I'd fall in love with someone and marry them. Which I'm not. But, for the sake of conversation, I said I did. We've been chatting about guys and what would make us swoon xD We're a lot alike in some ways. Edward speaking in Twilight. THAT is swoon-worthy. But then, he also thinks the way I do. So it's just amazing <3
I can't wait to see them all. It's crazy how much I love all of them, all in different ways. They're closer than family. I look out for them, and I know they look out for me too. I can trust them, to a certain extent. Of course, some things are best kept to myself...and to the parties who are part of those things.
I wish I didn't have such massive creativity blocks right now. I doodled a little picture right before we left au, but I didn't completely finish 'cause mama was coming back, and I wasn't particularly enthralled with the idea of her seeing it. So, my main flaw is being bad at drawing guys. And I like drawing girls in pretty prom dresses. And they ARE kinda pretty, considering I was doodling in PEN, my immortal enemy lol. AND done from the side. I'm going to add some color when I get back Saturday, i think. I have to decide on some colors. The dresses are pretty basic (sadly), but I can color them pretty :3
hmm....perhaps tonight I'll be able to sleep and dream. without fire alarms -.-
~nepie
nepie · Wed Nov 26, 2008 @ 05:15am · 0 Comments |