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TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

10) i love you, but youre a stupid b***h.

9) you act like you know everything.

8 ) your self-centeredness is killing you


7) dont change. i mean it.


6) put a little faith in people. if you cant, youll die alone and bitter.


5) sometimes i wish you would go away.


4) love me.

3) leave your arms alone.


2) forget, and move on.


1) you cant change what already happened, you can only change the way you view it and yourself now.

NINE things about yourself:
9) im waiting for something or someone , but i dont know who or what that is.

8 ) i just take time


7) i feel guilt.


6) i love the way my friends can make me laugh, even when im sad or angry.

5) when i dont talk, either i have a sore throat, im tired or something is wrong.


4) ask me about me. i want to tell you, but i dont know how.

3) i self-loath.


2) im attracted to disaster.


1) im simple but complex at the same time.


EIGHT ways to win your heart:
8 ) like me for who i am


7) open doors for me, figuratively, and literally.


6) have a good sense of humor.


5) be genuine.

4) dont ignore me.


3) dont change yourself for who you think i want you to be.



2) dont cheat on me.

1) be happy with your life right now and live life in the moment.



SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
7) why did i say that?


6) love me.


5) worrying


4) what happens after we die?


3) i dont need this.

2) why are you the way you are?

1) why am i the way i am?

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:

6) think.



5) worry



4) brush my teeth/floss


3)listen to music.



2) read


1) anticipate the next day's events.


FIVE people you couldn't live without.


5) my parents
4) my siblings
3) my family
2) marta
1) my friends.


FOUR things you're wearing right now.



4)shirt

3)jeans/capris


2)bra

1)underwear

THREE songs that fit your life perfectly.



3) sugar, we're goin' down- fall out boy

2) you're my star- stereophonics


1) games without frontiers- peter gabriel



TWO things you want to do before you die:
2) marry someone who i love.



1) find meaning in everything.


ONE confession:

1) i love everyone. honestly. humanity is just, amazing, and hellish at the same time.