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Okay, so, its been awhile since I've actually posted something in here worth reading...

So I'll update meh quackers on the duckie's life :3

I think its been at leased a year since i've posted anything about me... Well, last year, a week around my birthday i got kicked out of the place in where i inhabited with my boyfriend at the time. Well... Then we moved into his parents house, i really liked it there, i had people to talk to while anthem was away at work...Well, we lived there from late Jan early February till late march early April. Well, March 22nd me and my boyfriend got married. He had asked me sevrill times threw out the time we were together, and i always told him no, that we should wait. Well... Then one day i decided i wanted to get married, and i wanted to get married right then and there!

We called our good friend Chris Hecker, who is deemed to preform weddings and funerals. And asked him if he would preform our wedding... The next weekend, Chris, Anthem, and three other people and i went to the coast and hung out for awhile. The waves were huge! and the wind wouldn't stop blowing, we were up on a ledge and the wind blew so hard i almost fell into the waves bashing up against the side of the cliff!... Dx wow that was scary... but I'm so fascinated with the ocean o_O.

Anyway, so we walked back after about 3-4 hours of just peedidling around we found out that Brandon had stepped on a dead sealion that we all thought was just a log, o_O and boy did it stink when we finaly figured it out. we knew something was dead but we didn't think it was that huge sealion! we thought it might have been a dead fish that stunk. But no... anyway, it was funny.. Brandon was like "Ugh! i stepped on that!..." then i started poking it with a stick and every one was like "o___O;;;"

But yeah, finally we was walking up to the car, and we stopped on the walk way that over looked the ocean and down where we just were. and we said our "I do"'s and then away we went... Yeah, nothing major, just got married next to a dead sealion.

Well, a month or so later, i found out that i was 6 weeks pregnant... Okay, so i sat there thinking while i sat on the hospital bed "... So i was 2 weeks pregnant when i got married, well that would explain the urge to get married right then..." Well... Anthem sorta paniced and said some things that... well... hurt. But whatever...

So, its been a rough road, with my sister being a nag and exploding on everything i do, or say. But i'm making it... Anthem's chilled out with his attitude alot since i first got pregnant, its not like it was ALL my fault... Because he was involved. Dx how else would i have gotten pregnant? D; i know God doesn't favor me THAT much XD

But, yeah, his parents and family has helped us out a great bit. Our friends have been great to us. and have helped us out.

Now, I'm very content, and can't wait to get this little s**t out of me! but at the same time its like... i never want that day to come because I'm afraid of the pain of childbirth.

I have a wonderful life, and I'm excited to see whats over the next hill. I can't wait till my son comes into this world. I'm very happy to say that i shall have lots of help from his daddy. And i cant wait to see my girlfriend.

The people that matter most to me at this time are;
My son, Alu.
My husband, Anthem
My girlfriend, Blakie (you shall never know her real name! MUWAHAHAHH!)
My best friend Jessi
My family,
My closest friends.
And every one else that i trust and deem worthy XD!!!... No but seriously... I love you all... and i shall hope that your christmas will be as eventful as mine... Even though i'ma not get presents this year... Dx all the attention will be on baby... XD! ._.;
Anyway ^^ <3 love you all.
Merry christmas, and a happy new year... even though thanksgiving hasn't even passed yet... gonk