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when i think i did something rite it just doesnt feel rite i feel so hated all the time i get sick of it i know that im loved but why do i feel so hated i feel as if im not who i reli want to be. i dont know why this happened to me but i am starting to hate it.everytime i do something wrong i know im hated by my friends i feel as if i am a devil but i always believed that im no devil but how am i to feel different. i have a friend a best friend who i think is just a friend i have a friend who i think is a best freind a best friend whom i can reach out and hold her hand to help her up when she falls i can joke around her anytime. thats what i think of her but then again the bestest friend who i can have is my sister sure i might not tell her anything but she's my godmother and always will be there for me and help me through the rough times.