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im starting to think that im getting depressed, but really i cant say for sure...

I gave up my friends in school, because the stupid school thought i was skipping and thought i was like them...so i dont hang out with them anymore...

all i really do is go to school, work, and come straight home...sounds boring doesnt it...and really it is...

well until i talk to my Imouto-chan, or Kasey...Freya-san also...great people who always talk to me...even when they dont have too

but the more i think about it i feel like i am pushing myself away from the world...So that i dont get judged by stupid people who think others are just like their friends...When actually i was the only one in our group who doesn't drink, smoke, or do drugs...i pass all my classes at that and dont skip.

I got sick for 6 days and missed 4 days of school...i mean it wasn't even like a cold or anything....i was really sick..i think it was the flu or something...anyways the school thought that i was skipping and when i told them i was sick they thought i was lying to them..when in all truths i barely lie...then told me i couldn't go on vacation...so i complaned to my mom about it and she chewed a new a*****e to those dimwitts.

so yea...i've had alot on my mind...maybe its the reason i keep getting sick because im not as happy as i use to be...

i guess im just faling in life all together..

UGH!!!!

if anyone has any adive please lend it...i really need it crying