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You sent him to me
You were the one who was sent to save me
And I asked you...
If he was going to hurt me more than help me
To take him away
And you kept him by my side

Than how come it feels like thousands of needles have just been stabbed into my soul

I feel trapped in my own game
Hand me this hope
And throw me aside

Does it make sense to anyone?
To bring me a helping hand to kill my spirit
I can soar with these chains at my heels

If you know..
If you know that we simply will never be...
Please, dear God, just take him away
And set me free
I won't be able to survive another

You find me when I'm dying on the ground
To pick me up and throw me back down

For a moment, just tell me
That for one second, one minute
One hour, a single day
I was your world
That loosing me would bring you to your knees

Lie to me
That's all you ever did
Shatter my dreams
I had hope, for once I finally had hope
That someday everything may finally be okay

If you want to..
I don't care
Just don't do it like this
Or will I end it all for you
Give me the rifle and I'll do the job for you

No one would notice anyway...
And maybe...
...Maybe without me things in this world will finally become right...