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My world seemed mismatched. Almost as mismatched as my clothing. I felt sick this morning at the loss of my coffee. It made me worry, I hoped nothing stupid had been done. My haze was distant but not missed. I wondered what had changed. A flutter of hurt, hate, and pain floated around me in a sudden blur. she's nice until there is revenge to be sought. Friends I shall remain. I hate to linger around such petty things. Rage filled me, who said I was talking s**t. At a last moments glance my haze spoke to me but stayed distant for a reason that was short from obvious. An hour was spent talking with good friends. It made me better, my sickness was slowly going away. I sought comfort from the pain and hid my emotion with laughter. Haha I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts. Notes had been passed all the while giving me some satisfaction and strength. I tried to be nice even though the moment passed my by I still couldn't turn away... Alas a last note. The day had ended on the best of times. But my heart still felt at a loss but I kept strong. *{Hugs Not Drugs smile }*
-October 7
Basically this is my day in a nutshell. There is only a few people that understand what it says but for all of you who can't here you go: Me and my boyfriend broke up on Monday and drama followed. It wasn't a good thing just to say but life is life what can you do? We spent most of today wrighting notes to one another, it seemed to work out okay. I just miss having someone there when you need em. Err boys are stupid throw rocks at them!
Much Luv! rofl
 Ms. Misfit Penguin · Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 04:53am · 1 Comments |
